My Love (Xander slash, rated R)
Apr. 30th, 2003 07:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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thete1 who said this would make her happy.
My Love
"I just...don't want to be teased." Xander sat very still on the couch. He couldn't look over at his lover, for fear of what he would see. For fear he would lose his patience and give in to what he really wanted -- mad, passionate fucking, instead of sitting here quietly talking.
There was no response, as Xander had expected. Forcing himself, he continued.
"I remember how they were when I told them I was sleeping with Spike. It was a complete inquisition -- everyone demanding to know what I was doing, if I knew what I was getting into, how could I and what was I running away from." He paused, and glanced over, briefly. The sight of his lover, sitting there patiently, encouraged him. "It was like they couldn't believe I really wanted him for himself. Well, duh! I didn't want him for himself. I just wanted his cock! But could they see that? No! That's why...."
He stopped, and finally shifted his position on the couch, no longer needing to hide his face.
"That's why I'm glad I dumped him, and found you. You're everything I want. Nothing I don't need. I...I love you. And I want this to work -- I know it will work. But I just can't tell them. They'll never understand."
He couldn't say anymore. He didn't know what else he *could* say, and besides, the sight of his lover was driving him wild. He suddenly jumped up, and yanked down his jeans.
"I need you! Please.. fuck me, fuck me!"
He grabbed up the carrot and bent himself over the arm of the couch. His ass was still lubed and stretched from the fucking he'd given himself half an hour ago. That carrot was of course in the trash now, but the glory of his new-found love was that stores sold carrots in 5 pound bags.
"Oh, yes! YES!" He shouted as he thrust the carrot inside. He would never be lonely again.
the end
thete1 who said this would make her happy.My Love
"I just...don't want to be teased." Xander sat very still on the couch. He couldn't look over at his lover, for fear of what he would see. For fear he would lose his patience and give in to what he really wanted -- mad, passionate fucking, instead of sitting here quietly talking.
There was no response, as Xander had expected. Forcing himself, he continued.
"I remember how they were when I told them I was sleeping with Spike. It was a complete inquisition -- everyone demanding to know what I was doing, if I knew what I was getting into, how could I and what was I running away from." He paused, and glanced over, briefly. The sight of his lover, sitting there patiently, encouraged him. "It was like they couldn't believe I really wanted him for himself. Well, duh! I didn't want him for himself. I just wanted his cock! But could they see that? No! That's why...."
He stopped, and finally shifted his position on the couch, no longer needing to hide his face.
"That's why I'm glad I dumped him, and found you. You're everything I want. Nothing I don't need. I...I love you. And I want this to work -- I know it will work. But I just can't tell them. They'll never understand."
He couldn't say anymore. He didn't know what else he *could* say, and besides, the sight of his lover was driving him wild. He suddenly jumped up, and yanked down his jeans.
"I need you! Please.. fuck me, fuck me!"
He grabbed up the carrot and bent himself over the arm of the couch. His ass was still lubed and stretched from the fucking he'd given himself half an hour ago. That carrot was of course in the trash now, but the glory of his new-found love was that stores sold carrots in 5 pound bags.
"Oh, yes! YES!" He shouted as he thrust the carrot inside. He would never be lonely again.
the end